love lost

That I could walk in peace, though past sins grieved,

Or look upon the morning sun with relative ease.

My path is writ in time sharpened stones, and

I cannot find my way back home; indeed found

Lost amidst the bitter fog of yesterday’s deeds.

I cried out loud, will forgiveness descend, or strike

Me now my bitter end, and none did hear but the

Raven’s caw; portend my shame and final fall.

Oh, that I could rewind and once again live as though

Merciful God would kindly give; but He would not,

And time is waning. My downward spiral is near complete

And draws now deep and final sleep. I shall not waken to

Tomorrow’s light, I cannot make what’s wrong now right.

And so my words, as sure they must

Eulogize me as they would the falling dust.

6 thoughts on “UNFORGIVEN

  1. LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words

    if only we could rewind 🙂
    sadness flows through this beautiful flow of thoughts….
    I like this as your words always feel real
    Take Care…You Matter…


      1. LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words

        🙂 I am always an email away….
        Thank you…I was having one of those days…..its my birthday and my supposedly best friend didn’t even say hello…and I went to Ft Sam cemetery to one of my sisters graves…as I drove back to my mother’s, I saw clouds form into a Phoenix…and as I was thinking about that I came back on to your words… that was nice, didn’t even finish falling into that pity-party just shook it off…so again Thank you
        Take Care…You Matter…

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